「Don't You Ever Wonder」の歌詞 Caitlyn

I never let you listen to my cries
I never let you see the sadness in my eyes
I always said that everything was fine
But I felt sad and lonely
I was twenty two
I thought that it would be easier if you didn't know
I kind of let you down
I never really told you that I tried to ignore the pain
I thought that I could run away
I believed I was someone special
But most of all i felt ashamed...if you ever wonder

I should learn my lesson
I should try to change
I should face my feelings before it is to late
Can someone tell what makes me hesitate?
Well I am growing older
I am twenty five
Yeah, I better get started
I can no longer hide
It's time to let it out
It's time to leave it all behind

'Cause I tried to ignore the pain
I thought that I could run away
I believed I was someone special
But most of all i felt ashamed

Don't you ever wonder what makes me feel this way?
Don't you ever wonder what makes me so afraid?
All I really want to is to hear that I'm OK
If you ever say so, I'll no more be afraid

Can you hear, can you hear?
Hear my whispers?
If you hear, if you hear
Promise you'll listen
Can you hear, can you hear?