In my life that rushes through like a storm
I threw my future away in a gutter
Am I the weakest one on this earth?
Am I the worst one in this world?
Half of my body is made by hatred and poison and sin
Crescent oozed in tears when I shouted
I hate people and even the sun

There are roads that cross and many to choose
So many regrets keep on piling on me
Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away
Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow
Has left behind by the speed of time that we live
I'm a loser just keep blaming on
I'm only a loser just spitting out

I'm sorry I am the worst man alive
I'm sorry I'm weakest man that alive
But I'm still standing here
I still have to crawl forward
I'm sorry for being such a mess
I'm sorry for being a failure
The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright
Shining so bright that blinds my eyes

There are roads that cross and many to choose
So many regrets keep on piling on me
Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away
Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow
Has left behind by the speed of time that we live
I'm a loser just keep blaming on
I'm only a loser just spitting out to the ground

I'm sorry I am the worst man alive
I'm sorry I'm weakest man that alive
But I'm still standing here
I still have to crawl forward
I'm sorry for being such a mess
I'm sorry for being a failure
The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright
Shining so bright that blinds my eyes

I'm hiding in the shadow